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A Stranger in a Strange Land

Although I have never known birth or death, I am now confined in a fragile body with a limited, unknown lifespan. Although I used to stand above time and look in one glance all the countless eternities, I am now blind and moving along at a steady speed in a single direction without knowing where...

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Primitive Lifeforms

I am a stranger, stuck in-between worlds. The outer world is noisy, troublesome, dangerous, disorderly and illogical. The inner world is nice, known, orderly and logical. It is obvious to me that the inner world is real. The alien inhabitants of the outer world (who call themselves humans) keep telling me that they are real,...

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Autism Speaks

Most people think that autism is a social handicap, and that communicating and relating are the key issues relating to autistics. However, social skills are only one aspect of the syndromes of autism. I was not only lost in the social world, but also in time, space and the physical world. I felt that my...

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Exiled from Paradise

I have encountered some people who think that autism is a fabricated disability and autistic children are merely shy and lacking proper discipline. I could understand since they are ignorant about autism. Yet there are people who are well-informed about autism (such as being a parent or teacher to special needs children) who still treat...

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The Return

Struggling to stay afloat in the deep ocean Avoiding the dangers of the world Finding a way to escape Exploring the human heart Unlocking the mysteries of Humanity Accepting my human life Knowing my divinely inspired mission Within evil, ugliness, fakery and emptiness Find goodness, beauty, truth and meaning Leaving the ocean of suffering alone...

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